so..

i haven't been on here in a really long time. sorry about that.

but i think you should know that i got a job in dunmurry! God answered that prayer and for that i am so thankful!

other than that.. life has been.. ok.

it's been a struggle to be honest. just trying to keep moving forward. there are aspects of my life that are amazing but there are also aspects that make me feel a real sense of despair. why can't i just stay on the right path? at times i feel so far from God.. this past couple of years i have just been a reed blowing in the wind and i can't seem to stay up..

but one of my best friends reminded me that God doesn't think of me any differently because of it. He still loves me just as much as He did before i was struggling.. and will continue to love me that much forever. that is a blessing. a God that doesn't let go or give up on His child just because they haven't been doing very well.. His love is not conditional and that is what we need.

so take heart. no matter your struggle, He knows the way you take. He knows you and loves you just the same. what big love.

what big love.